Complicated

人真的是一个很复杂的生物，细想复杂，人心复杂，关系复杂，什么都复杂。曾经，我很天真，这是别人公认的，也不懂从何时开始，头脑变得不受使唤，总会想多一层，也因为这样的改变让我很不安。有一个好朋友说因为我长大了，所以才会想得比以前复杂。这样的改变是好还是不好？曾经觉得迁就别人自己吃亏有什么所谓，但此刻的我希望别人也可偶尔稍微迁就一下我。这会贪心吗。现在才知道当别人习惯了你的随便，一切就会一直的理所当然。从来都不会去多想别人说一句话背后的意思，到现在什么都想，我才意识到，我变复杂了。

被遗忘的歌

一些歌就像回忆一样好多时候都被遗忘了...
自己也懒得一首一首找回来...
一些歌虽然好久没听，
听回还是很有感觉...
merry lonely Christmas...
因为不太出名而又忘了歌名，
要找它出来还真不容易...

偶然发现他其他的创作也不错..
摘下一万颗星星...

孤单句点...

好久没这样静静的...听着...哼着...
好怀念自己还是学生的时候...
好怀念一边听着歌一边温习着...

其它被我喜欢过而遗忘了的歌，不好意西了...
需要一点时间把你们慢慢找回来...

Contradiction

Life is really full of contradictions..

Work because of money, 

but when we have the money, 

we lost our time..

that's why we always heard three words "I AM BUSY!"

well..most important thing is, once started chasing,

we tends to forget who is there when you have nothing..

yes, what we need is just to "Find A Balance"

people always say moving forward, 

meanwhile do not forget to look back, 

is someone forgotten by us in somewhere..

The Deepest

I thought u wont be there..

but u did..

the deepest in my dream..

seems like u cant go any deeper.. 

flipping through the earliest memories..

u always be there..

living in my dreams..

Next Station

每个人看似都忙着计划着下一站的旅行，
为自己开启一趟难忘的旅程...
也对，一尘不变的生活，
仿佛只能靠旅行来开启不一样的惊喜...
而也只有那么一个懒散的我，
妄想着下一站有回到过去...
不少人也提议我计划一下嘛，
而我总是点点头，
心里却想着一些很近却又去不了的地方...
总有那么一站是值得我停留的吧...

p/s: 天啊，可以不要再叫我计划旅行了吗？

April Fool???

What a bad month..
First day of the month, received bad news on the company system..
April fool? No way...no one free to april fool with me..
Father accident..thank god is not serious..
Mother in Korea now.. yet cant able to contact the agent..
When will the war begin? 
@#$%^#-*
I hope everything will will fine..please..
Stop here..
I am so simple so please give me a simple life..

p/s: I am smiling, but my heart is bleeding.. 

Lost

I am lost...
Totally lost in somewhere..
Can i just run away now..
Yes, i really wish to..but..just so many but..

I wish not to be strong,
I wish not to be so positive,
I wish not to be persist..
But i am i...

Without anyone can understand..